I can't believe I haven't posted anything in so long. And I feel a need to write a notoriously long journal entry that I highly doubt people are going to read
First of all, there's really no reason I haven't posted anything lately. I'm just lazy. And addicted to fanfiction. And I haven't been really happy with the peices I've done lately. It's like I'm going through a weird transition of styles. I still love drawing anime, but my art teacher pushes a realistic style... and they're just not meshing in my art. SO stuff isn't turning out the way I mean for it to, and I'm really quite frustrated with it. And I'm retarded, so when I draw eyes, they don't match, so I just stick emo bangs over one of them(It's a trade secret, people.) Myeh.
I don't think I'd taken midterms last time I posted.... Yeah... those went okay. The Algebra 2 one could have been better, but I still have a B, so it's okay(I do not look foward to that Final.) As for Biology... well, I must say I look foward to that final. And I hope there's a lot about conjugation. (For those of you who don't get it, click this:
[link] ) And then there's Art 2..... and Band.
It's quite entertaining. We had a our Christmas concert last night, and we held it in a Freemason temple. I just watched a whole Discovery Channel special on the Freemasons. It was enteresting, and I now firmly believe that the Freemasons DO NOT want to take over the free world and convert them to satanism. Oh, and as it turns out, you don't have to be a mason. You just can't be atheist, which is totally weird, because who cares if you have a religion anyways? I mean, I'm a Buddist, but seriously, why should you care? Does that effect my overall value as a human being? No? Yeah, I didn't think so either.
On the brighter side of life, it's almost Christmas! I love Christmas. I'm attached to the commercialism of it. And the presents. I don't know why we get presents on Christmas, but I do know that who ever decided that we needed presents on December 25th, I like them a lot.
I looked up at the Journal entries list a minute ago and realized something: last time I posted, I still had a boy friend. Yeah, I ended that. He was too much a like a brother, so yeah.......
Do you ever just feel melancholy, for absolutely no reason? I've been feeling like that lately. I'm not sad. Just kind of... I dunno. But this always happens to me around the holidays. I feel surrounded by people, and I'm happy about it. But it's still kind of disattaching. I think it's like the feeling I get when I play the flute. I read something once: When people hear god music, it makes them ache... it makes them homesick for some place they've never been, and some place they'll never go.
Well, I'm sleepy.... and I want to write some stuff and (maybe) post it tomorrow(If not, I plan to [honestly try] to post SOMETHING over Christmas Break.....)